perryswife's Announcements

Passing of my hero

perryswife — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 08:04:16 GMT

On November4,2009, my husband Perry succumbed to cancer. His fight was strong and his will stronger, but this horrifing illness won. We miss him terribly. Judy Bielik, Perry's wife

Treatment stopped...for now..so God, help

perryswife — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 06:03:21 GMT

As of 7-6-09, Perry's treatment has been put on hold for 1 month so he can gain some weight and just recoup. He made it through 5 out of his 6 very aggressive treatments, although he insisted to finish. His doctor made the right choice. He is just now coming out of the chemo fog and eating like never before ( he lost almost 100 lbs. and is litterally skin and bones ). I just can't get out of this terrible depression that has enveloped me. I am so afraid of loosing him it consumes me. It is like I am mourning him and he is still alive!! I know I have to be strong for our children...especially our 5 year old son, but sometimes I don't want to go on. Miracles DO happen..DON'T THEY??? Please God give us a miracle. I know there are people that have it worse than us and I apologize for my whining, it's uncalled for. We have been together for so long, he was my first boyfriend, and is now not only my husband but my true love. Please God, show mercy, don't take my childrens father from them and my soulmate from me...he is a kind and loving person and we need him with us, I will do whatever you ask...just please.

End of 4th treatment

perryswife — Tue, 26 May 2009 06:14:54 GMT

Today my husband ended his 4th chemo treatment with a new med(for him) called Xeloda.It went alittle easier than the pump he used to have in his port for 5 consecutive days but he is still is sick to his stomach and really can't eat much of anything.All the meds he has for nausea don't seem to work. Any ideas? He has lost 70lbs now and his doctor says he needs to put on weight in order to move on to his next line of treatment. He has 2 more treatments of chemo left before this cycle ends. I just don't know what to do!!