Hello- I don't know what to say to you but I do know we all need to stay as positive as we can. It will be very difficult at times, even for myself, but sometimes good, healing thoughts and pray are the way to go. I just found and joined this morning and found out recently I have mass on my right lung so I'm still somewhat numb from the news. I found this site by accident and really think it's a blessing. I really hope all will work out for you. Please use this site to reach out to others.