Hey There,
I am confused by your statement, "I have six months." What might you mean by saying that, friend? I hope it doesn't mean that you were told and believed that you have only six months to live. No one, including yourself knows when your time is up on this plane.
If you are believing that, it shows me that you have given up all hope on yourself. Please, don't do that. Live each day as it comes and be grateful to have it. Never give up, gf. You hang in there.
Big Hugs,
Rosie
Savannah, GA.